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Tuesday, October 18, 2016

Failing

I feel like a failure.  I can't stay on track for the life of me and I am just eating my emotions away instead of doing what I know I need to do. 

How do I pull myself out of this pit? How do I get out of what I feel like is quick sand? If I don't stand up soon I'm going to loose all control. 

Lord help me! Hear my cries father.  I need the strength of the Lord to get through this.  Sometimes I feel like my world is in a constant tail spin and its making me sick.  The enemy is keeping me so tired and so distant.  I hate this feeling.  I need peace Lord.  I need your peace to fall on me.  Do you hear me? I am to the point I don't think you do.  Help me Lord, please/

I am getting ready to pull the plug on Beachbody Coaching.  I think it was too much pressure.  I'm to reserved and quiet to put myself out there... as much as I want to help others.  I don't have the time to invest in it and its costing me more money than I make at it. 

I hate feeling stuck like this.